Our beautiful baby daughter Anabelle was born sleeping June 2010.
Blessed with the screaming arrivals of our gorgeous rainbow sons,
Alexander October 2011, Zachary November 2013 and Lucas July 2016.

After Anabelle - Raising Rainbows
Heartbreak. Joy. Death. Life. But most of all Love.

Thursday, 16 June 2011

Anabelle's Remember Day

Here we are then.

A year.

A whole year of Anabelle being dead.

A whole year since Those Words.

A entire year since our world shattered beyond repair.

Anabelle is not here, will never be here and all I want is to hold her in my arms and forget this pain just for a little while. But I'll never get what I want. This is forever.

Hurting, broken, exhausted.

Today I haven't got the energy to say anything else.

5 comments:

Ally said...

I dont think you need to say anything else. You have shown amazing strength, courage and determination over the last year, today is a day for remembering your beautiful girl xx

Sam H said...

As Ally has said, I don't think there is anything that you can say - or that you need to say. What you are doing is changing the future - I wish it could be yours but sadly that can't happen. You and Jon have been an influence on so many people, whether you intended it or not, including myself. Be easy on yourself over the next few days and be proud of what you have achieved in your beautiful Anabelle's memory xxxx

Samantha Lowery said...

Sending you strength xxxxx

Maria said...

Sending a big hug.... and a floaty hug up to Anabelle.

SAHMlovingit said...

I've been away on holiday Caz but I just wanted to pop by to give you a virtual hug and hope you're ok x

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