Our beautiful baby daughter Anabelle was born sleeping June 2010.
Blessed with the screaming arrivals of our gorgeous rainbow sons,
Alexander October 2011, Zachary November 2013 and Lucas July 2016.

After Anabelle - Raising Rainbows
Heartbreak. Joy. Death. Life. But most of all Love.

Friday, 20 July 2012

Our Miracle

Tonight I've been remembering the fearful 8 months carrying Xander, our precious boy we barely allowed ourselves to believe would come home. This time last year I was about 25 weeks pregnant and ever approaching the terrifying third trimester when Anabelle died. But there can be miracles, when you believe. 9 months old now and just perfect, our rainbow, our miracle, our baby boy. 

Many nights we prayed, with no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song, we barely understood.
Now we are not afraid, although we know there's much to fear,
we were moving mountains long, before we knew we could.

There can be miracles, when you believe,
though hope is frail, its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles, you can achieve,
when you believe, somehow you will.
You will when you believe.

In this time of fear, when prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds, too swiftly flown away.
Yet now I'm standing here, my heart so full I can't explain
seeking faith and speaking words, I'd never thought I'd say.

There can be miracles, when you believe
though hope is frail, its hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles, you can achieve
when you believe, somehow you will.
You will when you believe.

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way clear through the rain
A small but still resilient voice
says home is very near.

There can be miracles, when you believe
though hope is frail, it's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles, you can achieve
when you believe, somehow you will.
You will when you believe.

lyrics from Disney's  The Prince of Egypt 


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