After Anabelle

Today my little boy excitedly presented me with this as soon as I walked through the door from work, and a cake, exclaiming 'I made you a card in school, Mummy!'

I love it. I love how happy it made him that I love it. A little boy so obviously pleased with how happy I was with his card.

He told me how he had coloured it in pink because I like pink, that he had glued on the balloon and sparkly bits and that his face was on it too.  He is so proud of it, too excited he made something 'very special to me' (that is his wonderfully cute phrase when something is important to him at the moment) to possibly wait until Sunday to give it me.

And this is the year I'm going to do it better. 

I need to do it better because Xander knows it is a special day, and I want him to know that being his Mummy, Zac's Mummy is the most precious special thing in the world to me. 

This year I'm choosing to focus on my rainbows.  Because those boys deserve that of me. 

So this year there is a new plan; we're having a 'Mother's Weekend', a day to visit Belle and be her Mummy and a day immersed with my boys and celebrating how very lucky I am that I have them here with me.  

Sunday we're going to the farm, and it is going to be a Happy healing Mother's Day.